Now and Then

Can u imagine the change in yrself 10 years down the road? Well, frankly.. i have no idea. But ME now and Me years ago was definitely way way different. I use to keep to myself and seldom communicate with anyone. You can say that I dislike talking to others. Yup, when I'm in a big group, normally the others are chatting and talking and I will just sit in and listen, most of the times keeping any comments to myself. Maybe my self-esteem was quite low then.

It got better when I went to JC. I started to talk more , but not that significantly obvious. Even when I went on a Overseas CIP trip to Manado and we had to interact with the students from the international school, I felt quite uncomfortable and reluctantly forced my self to talk to them. Most of the comments throughout my years studying, was always hinting that I should speak up more.

But I guess, having taken up a job in customer service helped me a lot. At least I gain confidence in myself and is not afraid to speak up more. Serving the customers daily just helps, I guess.

So ... while I'm still constantly looking in the mirror, hoping to see a reflection of myself 10 years later... there are things I need to do to improve myself.

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Recently, I was just browsing through my computer and saw the High School Musical Songs and decided to listen to them. Really made me feel like watching the whole series again. O well... maybe I should. =)